shoooo….. monster coming November 5, 2009

there this monster who came into our centre lately… wanna look and act like a boss.. shes so ugly and disgusting to the max.. and we totally dislike her.. we are all here to work and we have since get along harmoniously… who are u to question our work.. u are one of those type of people whom i really dislike…. lucky u wont be staying for long.. hoping my boss will see and noe whos working their butt out for him… for we are not troublemakers… but a big family in im..we love each other.. though we yell at each other at times.. haha

leave approaching… exams too.. but hasnt really startd revising… omg…

the uncle we tried to save that day died…

sorry pris and huiqi  love u guys…….

attended halloween party lately over at zouk…baby, joyce and michael… enjoyed their company… haha… michael mi and baby s denied entry as we really look like ghost to them.. but i spent a bomb on renting the costume.. might as well put over a bath robe and spray some red paint like what others do… haha… we came across a group of care bears, ghost busters, a poster woman and lots more.. some ppl are really creative.. danced with 2 ang mohs who put on excercise gear… hence.. u can imagine what we were doing… all the sports steps and excercise.. haa.. with my 3 inch heals… my leg hurting after yelling and jumping..

hhaa.. love my boy……

ANGRY October 17, 2009

NUH nurses play Facebook game at work

STOMPer Keny caught these nurses at NUH playing a Facebook game while they were on duty at about 8pm yesterday (Sep 30).

He said:

“I was visiting my dad at the hospital when I saw these nurses playing a Facebook game on the computer.

“This happened at about 8pm today. A few nurses of ward 57 were sitting at the Nurse Station and using a computer to access a Facebook game called Farmville.

“This is so unprofessional. Instead of attending to the patients, they were playing computer games.

“Moreover, there were still visitors there.”

 

so angry when come across this article online…

to the person who wrote this article:

DUN TELL ME THAT YOU ARE NOT GUILTY TO  MAKING ANY PERSONAL CALLS OR CHECK UR PERSONAL MAILS AT WORK. WHATS GIVE U THE RIGHT TO CRITICISE NURSES WHILE U ARE ONE BIG FAT ASS URSELF.. AND MOST IMPORTATLY, WHO GAVES  U THE RIGHT TO STEROTYPE NURSES.. WHAT GIVES U THE THINKING THAT NURSES SHOULD BEHAVE IN THIS WAY OR THAT..

WE NURSES ARE HUMANS TOO..

NOT KIDS OR HALF MATURED TEENAGE THAT NEEDS DISCIPLINE… I DUN SEE ANY SSUES WRONG HERE IF AT THE END OF THE DAY ,WE CAN  STILL GET OUR WORK DONE…

I HATE THOSE DMANS ASSHOLES WHO STEROTYPE US.. NO WONDER LESS SINGAPOREANS WANTS TO TAKE UP NURSING AS THEIR WORK..

THINK ABT THIS

WHO WIPE UR ASS WHEN U ARE SICK AND IMMOBILE

I BET U DUN EVER DARE TOUCH UR PARENTS BUTT LET ALONE WIPE IT FOR THEM

IF U CANT DO IT.. K

KEEP UR DAMN MOUTH SHOUT

another post October 12, 2009

last week a patient of mine ask if i were be ard on monday.. i ask her why… she just nod and kept quiet… today.. her husband bought mi a box of chocalates.. and a bad news.. she passed away… apparantly.. she wanted to buy a gift for mi. but didnt make it to pass it to mi personally.. mdm woo.. will always rem u…

took half day leave today.. think my sinus problem acting up again… feverish, flu and tired.. due to a combination of late stays out and school induced stress

bascially, for the  past week.. have been rushing my assigment like crazy.. but manage to get it done on time except for one..

went to zoo with baby and his family.. was quite enjoyable.. better than the last zoo trip that only consist of both of us.. yesterday,,  qiqi nearly got lost.. luckily we found her.. it was ironically that 7 adults not noticing her missing until her father sudden realisation.. haha..

sat went out with my gals to celebrate warrior bdae.. omg.. the desert platter was damn good.. will post pics once dragon upload…

liying: i feel happy whenever i see u smiling or laughing heartily… i can feel that u were sincerly happy on that day…and not faking one like somtimes u do to make us happy… i love u so much…

caught the movie tusnami with baby yesterday… i cried over some of the scenes while baby was bored most of the time.. well.. different indivduals have different tastes and likings..

upcoming stuff would be sharon’s bade celebration that is long overdue.. pris and huiqi meeting that is very very long overdue..halaloween and baby bdae…

back to work… October 2, 2009

finally, going back to work after 8 days.. miss my collegues… but not the work….. after my exams. gonna sit down and think thrue what should be my next step and what i’m going to do..

goodbye grandpa… September 30, 2009

dear grandpa,

u left us in a evening on the 24th of septmeber 2009 at the ripeful age of 99 at changi hospital, ward 44 bed 44. u are a very strong man, holding your last breathe till your some of ur children and grandchildren came. ur heart stop beating and the doctor pronouced u to be dead. i;m sorry for not being able to be beside u. i’m with mum. though marcus dad rushes down. but went still cant make it… i started crying when daddy deliver the news when mi and the rest were on cab.

when i reach the hospital, the oxygen mask was still there. i tot u were still with us. i asked the nurse, but was hurt to noe that they didnt remove ut cuz they wanted us to give us time for u..

i volunteer to clean u with the nurses.. can u feel it.. can u see it.. i wipe u thoroughly and change u into the set of clothes i bought with mi.. ur body was cold.. and stiff… but strangly… i could feel u… i love u ah gong..

u were later push into the last office room, where everyone came over to see  and touch u last..

we all love and miss u…

u were then brought back by the caretaker..

nxt morning we met u came back to us…and were transfered to a coffin..

7 days of burning incense and staying up, waking up early, collecting money, chatting with friends and families…

here comes the day…

i woke up early this morning. take a look at u last… we prayed and mi and cousins sang a song for u…

can u hear us?

the guys carried u…

and we walked a distance… with u…

our last journey with u..

sorry grandpa.. i nv spent time with u…

and now i’m walking with u… but its not the same anymore..

we then proceeded to mandai crematorium…

we finally bid goodbye… we all cried so hard..

but were happy too.. for u could finally reunite with grandma..

i love u grandpa

shit September 24, 2009

i feel like shit nowadays.. having to cope with my work , job and school which is going no where now.. theres so much for mi to do… but time’s not on my side… i’m always fighting for time..

am so tired so tired.. gonna quit soon to concentrate on my school work.. which used to be my piority.. seeing my suffering grades makes me worry…

sorry xinyi and friends.. sorry for neglcting.. its not that i’m being difficult and not talk.. but i just dun feel like sharing ant whats up for life at this point of time..

whats life? why do people die when we are make to live at the first place…

pondering.. why am i here.. in this world…. do i really make a difference?

yesterday night… i got a shock when i step in  my classroom… the faces in the room were friends from the other tutorial… see… i can rem the classroom and time.. but ironically i forgot what class i’m attending.. what is this….anyway after the tutorial last night… i realise that what social wokkers can do for the mass is so little when they people dun try to change for the better and instead depend on the government for money..

according to  my classmates in social sector line.. some people simply used the ntuc vouchers given to them to exhange for alchohol and cigerrettes.. insisting that they rather not eat but still must have their ”TONIC”..

another young family with 4 kids… poor woth low education of sec school.. refusing a security guard job that was offer to him…

family simply dump their loved ones in the hospital.. cant get into contact with anyone of them…

how to help these people… average waiting time for rental rooms are now 9 months… poor old people slpign on streets..

2 casinos coming up..

government was saying that the method to counter social problems will be family members having the rights to ban ur love ones into the casino.. problem solve? how would that person feel.. matters made worse.. resentment and violence will happens there after…

worry for the future of the nation.. cuz i noe what gamlbling can do to a family.. i noe..

a close shave with death again….. September 15, 2009

grandfather came home last fri and were admitted again yesterday..he almost lost him yesterday with his spo2 dropping til 60 plus.. allof his relatives, chidren and grandchildren were called in to take a last look at him.. but miriclally he survived again…with his spo2 ranging within normal limits.. but acoordingly to the doctor.. its all because of the mechanical help that was adminster to him… hence the dr stills feels that we should all be mentally prepared and get all his immediate family that had not seen him to still come and visit him..

was very tired and sleep till late 1 o clock.. as mi and my cousin spent a night beside him yesterday…we manage to entertain ourselves through jokes, naps and a supper.. i miss my cousin.. long time since i spend time with her…

sorry pris and huiqi.. really had no choice but to fly aeroplane again… its really an emergency.. hope u guys understand..

warrior.. going korea.. i want do big business with her… but she say i’m heartless.. haha…

ps: will you still go on when u noe that its heading nowhere…..

an entry….. September 5, 2009

grandfather was admitted to changi hospital again yesterday.. this time round, thre problem not only lies with his lung and unrinary tract… but also his renal… considering his age..this might be a sign of organs gradually breaking down..called the hospital yesterday… they attahced a 10litre rebreatheabe mask for him as his sp02 was really low..thats the maximum o2 level that medical profressionals could give….

the doctor called my uncles and aunties… a DNR.. status was hightlighted… meaning  ” Do Not Resuscitate”.. upon the request from the doctors as he is too old for any invasive medical support..

whatever it may be.. i wan him to be happy and go painlessly..

considering that he is now going 100 yrs old and been on earth for a century withnessing the birth of  his children, grandchildren and great grand children… and even singapore… he’s blessed..

hence i shall hope for the best and we’ll see

:) August 24, 2009

I DUN NEED A SUPERMAN, WHO IS GREAT AND NOBLE,OWN LOTS OF WONDERS, TO SHARE SOME OF HIS POSSESSIONS WITH ME…

ALL I NEED IS AN ORDINARY MAN, SIMPLE AND SMALL, YET GIVING ME ALL

I FOUND THE MAN…….

learn to dance in the rain… August 23, 2009

finally.. my 22nd birthday… well…haha

guess i just got to accept the fact that time do fly pass and i’m a yr older..

was suppose to have a celebration with my gals last night.. was cancelled due to my grandpa being in the hospital..

how can i party with my grandpa in the hospital..

grandpa was admitted last thursday again for having a bad lung infection…

the doctors called my mum on fri morning saying grandpa condition is critical and if the anti-biotic given to him does not work, we have to chose to let him go or insert an intubator which will cause him lots of pain..

cant stop crying after hearing this… u noe… i think i have the best colleugues in the whole wide world.. really love them lots.. all of them volunteer to cover my clinic and try to push mi home.. but i stayed till late afternoon considering the fact that even if i go off early, i wont get to go in the hospital as the hospital got to clear him of h1n1 which tests take up to 12 to 24 hours.. next.. my bade coming, and i had earlier plan a 4 day break… hence i got to clear my job on hand..

later at night we receive a call saying that its safe to visit grandpa now… went to the hospital.. he looks fine…. not like what the doctor earlier says that he in DIL LIST( DANGEROUSLY ILL) …. but he kept complaining of pain…. poor ah gong

anyway… mum ask mi to enjoy my bdae and not worry too much about ah gong…hence will be going to vist ah gong and have a meal together with dear..

was angry with dear just now as he refuse to sing for mi….. argh.. i got angry just at the start of my bdae..guess, i just got to tell myself.. its just a song.. a bdae song…..

 

frans and olga gave mi a bra and panty set, lauda gave mi a comic bible and sis gave mi a set of earings, and shan gave mi ten dollars.. haha… waiting for more to come in..:)